With Nothing Better To Do.

I feel so pathetic right now. I'm being forced to return home cause of a 4hour long break, with nothing to do! So now I'm watching "You're Hired". It's a canto show, and it's completely hilarious! When life is boring, you should laugh. Laughing makes one happy. Awesome theory right? Haha. It's a no brainer.
Yesterday's injection left my upper left arm really sore. So during Public Speaking I kept massaging it. Thinking back, I must have looked like such a weirdo, but there really isn't anything I can do about it now. About the class, I thought it was really fun. The people were nice, well the people in my group were nice. We had to introduce ourselves, some form of ice-breaker I guess, so when this China girl went up, the teacher made her speak in Chinese, and she made ME translate to English. My Chinese, for lack of better words, really sucks. It's not like she couldn't speak in English. Everyone kept laughing, I think it's mostly cause the China girl had to translate what she said in Chinese to English for me so I could tell the class. I guess it was pretty funny. I wouldn't know, I was feeling way too dumb to feel anything else.
I feel really sorry for this classmate of mine. Her name's Jennifer and she's got cancer. It's really sad cause she's super smart and she's just my age. Apparently it's at it's 3rd stage, so she's going for repeated chemo. I'm not sure how she's doing, we're not close so it's really awkward to ask, "How's the treatment going? Chemo's not giving you any problems?". Chemo's no joy ride, I really hope she's strong enough cope with it. I heard alot of people suffer side effects from chemo. Whatever it is I really hope she'll get better soon. No one should have to suffer from cancer, it's a really evil thing.
I am so hungry right now, but I really can't eat anything. It's all part of my diet for the Japan trip. Haha. My Mom thinks it's stupid to eat only a little at night, and she's probably right, but I've already tried going to the gym. It doesn't make me loose any weight, it just makes my calves bigger. Now it's just a whole chunk of muscle! It's really depressing. I'm not anorexic or anything, but I really wish I was. I heard, from experience, it works. I know it's not right, but I'm desperate. So for now, I'm sticking with this.