Sometimes Words Just Aren't Enough

I'm not sure if it's cause I have nothing better to do, but this is the 3rd day in a row I've been writing.
So school just started and just yesterday I attended "Public Speaking" lecture. It probably would have been much more fun if I actually knew someone there. The whole lecture hall was full but I didn't see a single person I knew, so I ended up sitting all alone. I felt so lame.
I just heard this term on TV, "Emotional Constipation". Haha. It's really funny and I think that's the phrase that fits me the best today.
Mushroomhead & Patrick decided not to go for today's lecture, but I really wanted to attend it, it's all about my turning over a new leaf thing. Shocking. I know. Like I was saying, so I went ahead for lecture with WQ & Zu. I'm not close to Zu at all. I think there's this kind of barrier between us. Sometimes I find her really tactless. Like today we were talking about NAFA. We were saying that it's probably not compulsory, since you'd have to register for it. So I said if could avoid it, why not? Then Zu decided to open her overly huge mouth and said "You wouldn't be able to pass anyway." I was really annoyed. Even if she was joking, she should learn to have more tact. She doesn't know me at all. What gives her the right to judge me? And I don't know why she's been sticking to WQ like glue since school started. WQ isn't much better. She tends to strike conversations with only Zu, plus she likes isolating people out of conversations. Which is totally annoying. Like today, she just walk off with Zu and leaving me standing behind. I was so annoyed by both of them. When lecture ended, I took off to meet R straight. I was really early and I ended up waiting at Starbucks for about an hour, but I really couldn't stand being near them. I might have ended up saying something I'd regret later on. I don't really like Zu all that much, I guess it's mostly cause we don't see eye to eye, so I really couldn't be bothered if I never spoke to her again, but WQ's a really good friend when she doesn't start acting like she knows loads. Emphasis on the word "act".
Lol. Okay I think I just needed to get that out of my system. To see my thoughts organised and written down. Actually I've already bitched enough about them to R, she made me laugh alot so I was able to let go of my annoyance. We spent almost the whole time at Starbucks. She kept going on about how I always order the same thing, and it's really boring. But caffeine makes me happy. Guess I should probably try to kick my so called addiction.
I know it's really stupid, but I'm so dreading tomorrow's injection. I really hate needles. All in all I've already gone for 2 this pass 2 months. Apparently you can only get an injection once a month. The reason behind my unwanted pricking? My super awesome Mom. Don't ask me how, but she talked my Dad into paying for this injection that prevents cervical cancer. It's not cheap. So my parents are actually paying someone to poke holes in their one and only precious daughter! I don't see the sense in it either. Well if I count tomorrow's, 3 down, 1 more to go. I'm not enthusiastic about it. R says I'm just being overly dramatic, but she's not the one getting her flesh ripped open tomorrow. I really don't like needles.